me, i'm a taker

oh my god! we'll, a lot's happened. my last post was september 7th, only about a week ago. i don't stress about preformances in drama, we have them almost everyday. i feel so alive when i preform.

but, we got into this preformace group on friday. we were supposed to create 6 tableaux (frozen stage pictures, where you stay perfectly still) and dialogue to go with them. we couldn't come up with any ideas at all. it was supposed to be preformed monday, so when we walked into class monday, we about worked our asses off trying to get it done in time. we knew our lines, but we didn't get enough time to preform. so today, we walk in, confident, and we preform, someone forgot their lines (not me, thank the lord, it was dm), and we all just stayed in our tableaux (we can't look around) and we just sat there, until our teacher told us to 'just get off the stage'. it was horrible. then he gives this speech about how we shouldn't point fingers, and it was everyone's fault. uh, no! it's the girl who forgot her lines. she brought all of our averages down to d's. thanks, dm. anyways, gc (one of my tight friends) was in my group, too, so we were in it together.

anyways, on to my love life! jh's moving to hawaii, and i don't think i really liked him much anyways, but when is he moving, that is the question. could there be a possible like... fling? he needs something to remember me by. it's cliche from me, but i think i've found my soulmate! gr is like, perfect for me. he plays football, and he's dead sexy. he's full of himself, but that's just what i need, a confident guy. jh, not so much. and gb, a consistant flirter, i'd say. well, unless every guy has to turn around like he's having a seziure everytime i speak. it's uh... cute the way he acts around me. he's a football player, too. hey, a girl can't have too many.

talk about shocking, ct's lesbian!!! ew, i'm sorry. i think being homosexual is gross.