playing hard to get worked! gr asked for my # in homeroom, and guess what... i gave it to him!

why am i always thinking about gr?! he's on my mind, like 24/7. well, just all weekend, but still!!!

[buythismusic] lights out by santogold.

holy shit! well, i got my wish... kind of. gr asked me to go bowling with some of his friends today. i think i'm gonna play hard to get and not go, but it might be a big mistake. let's hope for the best.

i just found out that gr is dating someone in the next city. omg, but, i found out that this annoying football player that sits in front of me, gb is one of his friends! he likes me, and if i act interested, too, he'll ask me out, and if i date him, i'll see gr more, and it might make him jealous. it's a sick way to think, but, it might work. i'm totally going to try it!

remember this? i hate it, but hey... i'm bored.

#1: starts with c?
cranberry raspberry fuze.

#2: how old are you... in dog years?
98... i think.

#3: are you sexy?
the sexiest.

#4: are you afraid of heights?
deathly, but i've been to the top of the wtc.

#5: hobbies?
tumbling, and key club that looks great on college applications!

#6: favorite tv show?
gossip girl, no questions asked.

#7: the most annoying thing ever?
when guys aren't straight-forward.

#8: you're drinking?
suger-free red bull, it's my fuel.

#9: favorite song?
currently, drive my soul by lights.

#10: most shocking thing in your life, ever?
when my best guy friend (and crush) asked me to ask out my best friend for him.

and, of course, if you have the time, do it too!

i'm not kidding, i'll get gr by the end of december. i have to!!!

anyways, this girl (js) that i don't really know is in my english and health class, and js told me she's pregnant, and smoked weed the first month. she's three and a half months pregnant! her parents are fine with her being pregnant, and i don't know about you, but i would get shot if i had sex.... ever, lol. can you believe this gossip? ah, but it's straight from the source (... this time).

oh my god! we'll, a lot's happened. my last post was september 7th, only about a week ago. i don't stress about preformances in drama, we have them almost everyday. i feel so alive when i preform.

but, we got into this preformace group on friday. we were supposed to create 6 tableaux (frozen stage pictures, where you stay perfectly still) and dialogue to go with them. we couldn't come up with any ideas at all. it was supposed to be preformed monday, so when we walked into class monday, we about worked our asses off trying to get it done in time. we knew our lines, but we didn't get enough time to preform. so today, we walk in, confident, and we preform, someone forgot their lines (not me, thank the lord, it was dm), and we all just stayed in our tableaux (we can't look around) and we just sat there, until our teacher told us to 'just get off the stage'. it was horrible. then he gives this speech about how we shouldn't point fingers, and it was everyone's fault. uh, no! it's the girl who forgot her lines. she brought all of our averages down to d's. thanks, dm. anyways, gc (one of my tight friends) was in my group, too, so we were in it together.

anyways, on to my love life! jh's moving to hawaii, and i don't think i really liked him much anyways, but when is he moving, that is the question. could there be a possible like... fling? he needs something to remember me by. it's cliche from me, but i think i've found my soulmate! gr is like, perfect for me. he plays football, and he's dead sexy. he's full of himself, but that's just what i need, a confident guy. jh, not so much. and gb, a consistant flirter, i'd say. well, unless every guy has to turn around like he's having a seziure everytime i speak. it's uh... cute the way he acts around me. he's a football player, too. hey, a girl can't have too many.

talk about shocking, ct's lesbian!!! ew, i'm sorry. i think being homosexual is gross.

the vmas, tonight. in like, ten minutes. well, at least the red carpet, so i have to go soon.

oh yeah, and tomorrow's preformance day in drama again. joy, joy, joy. anyways, vmas, see you there.